InsaneJournal

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If I didn't know better, I would day there was a conspiracy dedicated to making me mental. I seriously doubt that's the case, but it doesn't stop it from getting to my head. I should just shrug it off.

Tala Travers wants to start a relationship with me. She is a pure-blood, Death Eater, and she's attractive even. Honestly, I'm quite flattered. I just can't stop thinking I'm going to mess something up. Then Father and Rodolphus are going to be so mad at me. I'm not good at this. Rodolphus knows how to talk to girls. Why can't I?

I know a lot of the Death Eaters are courting women that aren't Death Eaters. But I actually am rather glad she is. I think, at the very least, it will make conversation less awkward.

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[Private to Rodolphus Lestrange]

How do you-
When talking to women are you supposed to-
Okay. Don't laugh. I'm going on a-

Forget this, I'm just going to come out and say it.

First of all, don't make a big deal out of this!

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I really need your help! I don't know who else to ask. I'm terrible at this.

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Bugger off. There's nothing to see here.